I will stand apart from others.
I won't hope or stick to their applause or prizes from now on.
I will go my way.
I will write what I want to write.
If I am not admired by anyone,I won't mind it.
I will try hard to write good things .
Now I am not so famous or my books don't sell successfully.
But I believe in my ability and possibility.
If I could satisfy myself,
It would be OK for the first stage.
Of course I welcome many people’s compliments on my work.
In many cases people are of different opinions and candid.
You shouldn't rely on them too much.
The most imporatant thing is that you stand independently, as far as your ear doesn't refuse to hear what others say.